so much for the festive seasons.

bad omens... bad omens...

bad start to the year = bad omens

sickening festive season this has been, most probably the worst i've ever had...OTL

let's just talk about New Year's Day.
my grand plan for the day was to clean up my room and get on with my revision. unfortunately, the former took up all my time till dinner. so, plan to study, busted.

at dinner, i was shocked to learn that i'll be checking into Ritz Carlton with Fabius. holy cow, is it just me or does that sound horribly wrong. best of all, my grandma said that. somebody please grab a knife and stab me now.

oh wait, the best part of all, i didnt know i'll be checking into Ritz Carlton. until they mentioned it. and apparently, i'll be staying overnight. wow. guess what, i have no idea where in Singapore Ritz Carlton is, nor do i know the check-in time, neither do i know the room size or even my "fellow occupants". hallelujah. talk about being the last to know everything and anything.

oh, and i realised one thing. people only talk to me when they want me to do something. when i start talking, they just leave the dinner table. and i mean when i'm in mid-sentence. holy cow.
i'll just grow into a bitter, mean old snapping baasan one day and you'll know why. laogong, i'll join you in at that coffee table snapping at people.

the one good thing today? my room smells of lavender. time to meditate. ommm.

PS: Xmas wasn't exactly great either. i hate to say this, but i think i miss school. i know, i have no life. don't tell me that already.