bah. the deja vu...

*warning. this is a rant. this is a rant. read on not if you're already depressed by other stuff*

wahhh...why does Skip Beat only have 11 books??!! i thought it was already at 20 plus...now i have to wait while the author continues...bk 11 has such a cliffhanger, i've dropped off the cliff long long ago...bahs. everything is so stagnant now...bahs, i'm dying from all the cliffhangers...Bleach has one too in 21, Naruto too coz my uncle hasnt given me the next disc, Genbu Kaiden is gonna take a long time again, aiya, just everything lah. bah. only Spiral and Gundam SEED Destiny has completed their runs. hmph. piss me off.

how the heck am i supposed to survive not knowing whether Ren did act out his part or not. k, fine, mayb i already know the answer to that, scrap that. how am i supposed to survive not seeing new picture of Ren? now that is real. dots. he looks sooo much like Aoshi. haha, mayb not. arh...i'm drying up. i'm dying. i'm dead. everything is just killing me! bah.