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another of my mood-swingish posts. leave before you get caught in the cycle. should you happen to get sucked in, not my fault. i have warned you. and I'm still warning you. =_=|| don't read.

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i have never understood nor will i ever understand humans.

i can safely say that for every person you know, there exists another one within who is a total stranger. that said, i know Belleanna exists somewhere, and her existence has been recorded by certain unfortunate people. who still live to tell the tale, for your information.

schizophrenia affects everyone. nope, it's not a special medical conditions that some unfortunate, traumatized people have. convince yourself that you've never before behaved out-of-character. you lose.

my point? i give up trying to understand humans. heck, i cant even say i understand myself. well, at most i know that i understand Annabelle, but i cant say the same for Belleanna, or even the other sides of me that exist without my knowledge. who knows, in some dark, musty corner, there's a certain Anabel lying in the wait. shrugs. so before you accuse me of not being understanding, pardon me, I'm still trying to understand myself. that kinda takes up most of my energy, time and brainpower. once i get through with that, I'll try understand you. I'll thank you in advance for your patience.

wonderful, lovely, fuzzy wuzzy childhood memories

one fine day, anna decides to watch something simple, something that does not require an ounce of brain power. she opens the crunchyroll webpage and sees a show she remembers from days long past. wanna make a guess? nope, not Pokemon. nah, not Magic Knight Rayearth either. if you guessed Sailormoon you're dead. give up? she saw the title: Akazukin Cha Cha. rolls over and laugh die.

lolz yupps~ i started watching Akazukin Cha Cha from the top! laugh die, thought i was bad enough when i rewatched Digimon and Digimon 02 up to the point when they started the Eng dub. but that's another story altogether. Cha Cha brings back...interesting memories lolz. like how i actually thought that Riiya was cute. well, he still is. =P i'll let the screenshots speak for themselves XDDDDD after i finish Cha Cha, i shall restart on Gundam. ^^*V*


Riiya~ XD haha one thing i loooove bout Akazukin Cha Cha is the kira-kira eyes of the characters. yeah, some people complain about the art being old-school or even ugly *bashes people up* but there is beauty in vintage kay. look at Slayers. look at some of the Digimon, Angemon anyone? they are pretty kay. even if there isnt pretty art, some of the storylines are wayyyy better than those we get today. =P

rolls on the floor laughing my ass off. need i say more?

Kyuu-chan the Vampire. hilarious. =P

a macroscopic view. the showdown between dog (wolf) and vampire. laugh die.

people who need to eat dust ^^

lolz~ warning sia, bitching coming right up dudes~ stay off if ya easily disturbed or low-tolerance =P which by the way, if you fall into either category, you shouldn't be reading this blog in the first place lolz~ anw yupps~ you've been warned. bitching up ahead.

seriously, people who think the world of themselves are in one word, irritating. now don't start shooting me for saying that. if they're the kind who think they are worthy of such self-adoration, by all means, they can worship their reflection in the mirror. but lemme say my piece first. if you think you're all-so-mighty royalty, think again. for heaven's sake, before you start worshipping yourself, get people to respect you first.

seriously, the only people i actually respect and admire are either those with a brain, or those with a heart, preferably both. if a person has neither, then please go roll in the mud. hai~ not particularly arrowing anyone specifically, just a whole bunch of self-obsessed people who irked me to a point beyond redemption. not to mention i'm pissed off at the moment, so too bad.

once again my laogong is right. fine, laogong you are forever right, save for the time you advised me to be a cryptologist (did i get the spelling right? lolz) yar i think i emo-ing hahaha~ and yar, we all are late-bloomers sia =P laugh die. hope you enjoyed stuffing your face at jap club today XDDDDD sho sad that i didnt manage to go home with you *plants fungi in a corner and watches them sprout* T_T next week we go liang court to stuff our faces yar~ XDDDD jiayou with cloud's cross-stitch ne~ i have no idea why i'm saying this here when i'm going to see you tmr anw @@ laugh die oh well, type edi jiu forget it bah~ lazy to delete =PPP me shall go watch Akazukin Chacha~ and i shall rave bout Sebastian and Ren a lil later~ jya~~~ next post will be happier~ i promise~ hahaha

and btw, for those who cant see an elephant in front of them, i've added Arias', Peiting's and Joel (the gay)'s blogs on my link list~ go see their blogs if you're interested lolz~ wait people say i anti-social. ironically, i dun have my laogong's blog on my link list @@ oh well~ *shrugs* laugh die XDDD

Merger

RI + RJC = RI (Secondary)(Junior College). *facepalm*

@#%!@# haiz. for all that i say i cannot stand RI guys, looks what happens. pfffft. now i'll be graduating as an RI student!!!! *tears hair out and screams in horror* noooooo *end of the world* argh. well...i guess the only good thing ish that RG wont be joining in the merger...so at least i'm an RGS/RI student (wait, doesnt that make me sound like i'm a transversite or smt? @#$!) rather than an RI student through and through. oh well...you should have heard the curses from my more...feminist (?) friends lolz. cant say i'm too happy bout the news, especially since they're naming the merged institution RI, but seriously it doesnt really affect the lot of us...*shrugs* i think.

retail therapy works.

well of course it does, if not why would the shops and boutiques all over the island be making all the moolah? lolz, fortunately or unfortunately, i am guilty of it. using shopping to de-stress that is. =P well yar, not jus retail therapy, i think reading helps to alleviate stress too. interestingly, i havent picked up a single manga since promos ended (actually i haven't read manga way before promos started), neither have i watched anime or played psp/ps2 games. no~ i have once again regained my status as a bookworm. haha. i managed to fly through 3 books in a day @@ a feat that i havent done since my primary school days lolz. one on Chinese history, one Redwall and one Agatha Christie book. lolz~

anw yupps, back to retail therapy. now i post yet another tribute to my dear laogong~ haha. she, the almighty nice one, stayed to shop wt me~ sho nice right~~~ mind you, even my mum gave up shopping with me coz i'm so damn picky lolz. anw yar, we walked from erm...Ngee Ann City to Far East? lolz~ at first i was looking for a bag. after grueling hours of choosing, i bought a pair of shoes. and a bag yesh lolz. hahaha imagine having to stick wt my whining throughout the entire time *nods* shee me laogong ish e best~ *throws flower petals all over the place* hahah~ (too bad laogong, u blame me for being gross and soppy =P) sho yupps~~~ a tribute to my laogong who pei-ed me for the whole afternoon (though she did get her revenge by nearly killing me a few times, but that's beside the point =P) XDDDDD

and anw, retail therapy doese work. just careful that it doesnt start another round of depression when you look at your now-empty wallet or bank account after you're done with it. XD